Hello Tink and Welcome!
I am so glad your here and I am proud of you for fighting this incredibly tough
disease! If you let it, it will kick your a**. Like Vic said "One Day at a Time" Is all we can do, and sometimes you might need to make it One hour or even one minute at a Time. Get to a meeting! It helps put things back into perspective! If you can't then keep posting, there are a lot of wonderful people here with great insight.
I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, and remember easy does it!
Hugs & Laughter
Grumpy