Originally Posted by
Sohard 
I feel like the decision is out of my hands. Like I’m destined to drink. I always think I’m past this. ****.
Our addiction's most convenient excuse because we don't have to take responsibility.
...the decision is out of my hands (and becomes your mom's fault.
I’m destined to drink (its inevitable, no one can blame me).
Understand if you drink it's entirely your decision. I hope you back away from the ledge.