P.s I think it is absolutely amazing you came here and posted for help. That is how it is done, how we do it! Like Dee said, we may feel like or think that we want to drink, I mean of course we will we are alcoholics after all, but it is what we do with those feelings and thoughts that matter. You are having the urge and you have come here and posted. Now put on the action. In similar situations I have had I have prayed to my Highter Power, please do not let me pick up a drknk today!. Get some food asap. A bread roll to start nibbling on. A nice soft drink. I have said to myself, not today. I will not drink today no matter what. If I still feel like this tomorrow then I can always drink tomorrow but i will get my head on my pillow sober tonight.
I have never ever woken up and regretted not drinking.