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Old 01-18-2020, 01:59 PM
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Sohard
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Please help quickly...

Visiting my mom, who doesnít know of my issue. Iím at 257 days. Sheís ordered wine. We used to drink wine together. Itís cold, snowy, and Iím feeling bored. Just bored. I think drinking would be fun and comforting. I know it would be actually. It would.

but I know I canít. So Iím asking for help. Thatís what everyone says to do. I feel like the decision is out of my hands. Like Iím destined to drink. I always think Iím past this. ****.
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