Relasped due to sever anxiety
Hi everyone iam stuck in abit of a rut
I've been sober since new year's.......with binge drinking inbetween.
I went :
5 days
binge
5days
Binge
Binge
4 days
Hungover today
Iam stuck in a cycle of extreme anxiety at around day 4, doom, hopelessness , no meaning to life, absolute despair etc etc etc.
After this Binge I obviously have a hangover (not a bad one)
But my anxiety is gone and I have a strange sense of self confidence. I believe the alcohol masks the anxiety??
Iam not justifying the drinking, but hoping someone can relate to what's going on.
Thankyou