Originally Posted by
FeelingGreat 
Well done, aaah, I can see your resilience coming into play and I'm sure you're progressing all the time, even though sometimes it seems so slow.
Thanks so much, FeelingGreat !
He emailed me on Saturday saying that he was in so much pain and feeling horrible for everything he has done, especially to me. He said he cannot forgive himself for how much he has hurt me and that I was his rock making sure he didn't drown. It was nice that he recognized that. I downloaded the email to store away and then deleted the email itself so I cannot reply.
It's really tough and is painful, but I am staying as strong as possible. For the first time in my life, I am really setting some boundaries.