I'm still curious as to why you always abandon your previous forum threads and only return to post a new thread about your most recent drinking session?
If sobriety is really your goal, isn't it more prudent to continue to post on the forum regularly, to revisit your threads and read advice, to respond to people, to post on here BEFORE you drink rather than only posting immediately after each drinking session? Currently your posts read like a drinking diary, but I really hope for your sake they'll one day be a recovery diary.