I feel you SuperMario! I never drank til I was out of high school but in retrospect I can say I also had a problem pretty much the moment I began. Immediately I realized I didn't drink like 'normal people'.
The first few days are rough, and the first month can be disorienting. If you're like I was, ordering my entire life around drinking, then not drinking upsets the entire pattern of life. Please believe that it will eventually reorder into a much better pattern!
