I was in the same boat with the depression at around day 15. All I wanted to do was lay in bed and tune out the world. That lasted for about 5 days and thankfully has passed. Now I’m at the stage where im trying to figure out what to do with my new sober life. I have sooooo much time on my hands now and trying to relearn old hobbies and start new ones without the drinking has been a challenge. It’s getting better day by day but I know it’s going to take time to reverse 20 years of alcoholic thinking. You can do this!