(((((Danielle))))),
Thank you so much for sharing that!! I used to try anything to get high including OTC cough and cold medicines. I know what you mean about "blurring the edges." They say our bottom is when we stop digging. Put that shovel down and just check out some NA meetings. I think NA looks at addiction more globally than AA and it may be just the place for you!
Love and hugs,
Eddie
