Originally Posted by
zjw 
as a result the AV is hard at work "see it makes no diff wtf you do your screwed either way might as well drink if anything it'll ease the misery"
I have thought this at times as well. But then I see folks in my AA group who have cancer. They are receiving the ultimate screwing. They don't drink. Many of them have a death sentence staring them in the face and yet they stay sober. It's amazing.