I was excited one hour before getting 16 days because I was high and intoxicated on caffeine. It then makes me anxious and I drink. I was drinking 2 energy drinks each day. I know that if I want to stay sober I need to stop getting a daily high on caffeine.

i just blended a fruit smoothie with protein powder and feel better.

And please know that I do take this as a life and death issue when I drink. I’m just not freaking out because that would not be good either. I really do think this time it’s the caffeine. I got rid of the pseudoephedrine and now I have to ditch the caffeine too.

Im so tired and just want to go to bed and wake up to Day 2.