Originally Posted by biminiblue

Then the answer is quite simple.

Every single act in every single day has to point you toward never picking up another drink/drug or poker chip or whatever your game of choice is.

If you can't do it alone, get help outside this forum. We cannot do this for you. This may not be enough for you. Are you drinking today?

I won't post in your threads again. I am not trying to hurt you, but honestly: it doesn't seem like you do want to quit and a forum is too comfortable for some people - it's too easy to sit back and request ideas and then do nothing.

Good luck to you Brian.