Originally Posted by
Briansy 
I _am_ listening!
Are you though?
You've been starting threads on this site for two and a half years.
So far, how much sober time have you strung together? About a month/40 days, continuous?
Lots of people have spent quite a bit of their personal time and life energy to try to help steer you to this ONE thing that you just don't want to do.
It's simple. You ready?