Yes. It is a desease, an obsession and a demonic act. I can't go like this anymore.
I urgently need to do something about it. Otherwise something bad is going to happen. I can feel it. I no longer get drunk, I just get upset, irritable, angry, hateful and agressive towards people. This HAS to stop ASAP.
I can't live like this anymore. I have already ruined so much ... but I still keep drinking this poison. Oh my God, what have I done to myself?
