Thanks everyone... these are the things I needed to hear. I know I can count on you all to be brutally honest with me
And I am sure I will hear similar things from my therapist at our appointment this afternoon... haha.
I am uncomfortable actually TELLING him no, but he told me I had until next July to think about it, so maybe if I wait long enough he will forget he asked me? Ugh. I guess it beats him being a huge jerk to me.