Fearless, I've been sober a few years but oh my gosh there are days when the thought of a cold beer crosses my mind, but of course one was never enough and then I play the tape through and remember my marriages falling apart, losing my home, not seeing my children. That always brings me back to reality and reminds me that I can never safely drink again. Yes, it always passes.
I'm grateful that I don't have to drink anymore, and I guess I never really did.