Originally Posted by
Dropsie 
Maybe I am missing something, but reading your original post, I dont see what is causing you the severe anxiety?
I dont see what you have done that is such big risk.
My mother always said that we should stop worrying because we all worry about things that never happen.
Stress and anxiety itself is so bad for us, I hope you find some peace.
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This was my reaction. Not seeing it...
Doesn't seem to me like what you've done is so high risk. I'm glad you've stopped drinking and are happy with that decision but based on what you've described it seems doubtful to me that you've caused yourself severe damage somehow.
Hopefully your doctors can reassure you so you find some peace.