All my mental issues, anger/paranoia/sadness etc etc, have improved in the last 4 plus years since I began my new and permanent life style of never ever ingesting alcohol. I hate the stuff.
I know it causes some readers here frustration to read I don't take any rx meds, but i offer it as a consideration. Bottom line is depression or worse is real. We need to see a Dr. if things are not looking up.
I totally get weirded out sometimes these days. I used to be weirded out all the time every day when I first quit. But, I could feel it getting better by the moment.
It is brain damage, likely permanent. My brain had to rewire.
Call it what you want, but that is how I see it. I don't need a Harvard educated physician to tell me what I can learn from google.
Bottom line: never ever drink again.
Thanks.