How did sobriety feel early on?
I’m struggling. I’m now a position where I feel like I have two options; face sobriety or face death via suicide.
Neither option seems appealing. I’m at least well enough to say that the former is more appealing. I love my kids, my wife, and I don’t want to leave them.
So so my question is; if I book myself into a residential recover clinic, how long before the pain of sobriety stops? How long before I feel normal.
I’m dying. Things have to change