Good to hear things sorted themselves out, Bulldog. I've had a similar year to you in many ways and I also tried medication but it didn't agree with me. No question my drinking will have exacerbated these negative feelings. And not fully committing to quitting has left me feeling like I'm stuck in a rut. Bring on 2020 and a happier and healthier year for us.
I have been experiencing bad issues with ankle instability caused by ligament laxity. This has meant that I haven't been able to exercise as I would have liked. Makes such a difference to well being. I'll probably get an op in 2020.