This next post will do me good in the morning as a sobering thought.
Been bladdered all night. This actually is a reason to try and give it up.
It's not a typical drink up, but an extreme one, 6am, no sleep, just lots of booze.
I've gotta go out today now with either no sleep but half wasted, which I have to do, or the alternative, sleep all day and not be awake til afternoon.
It's dire and for what? The moment and enjoyment has gone, it's all about now, but now is gone after that drinking.