AH has been out of the house for about 2 months now (3 if you count him moving into the garage). I don't want him back. I know he won't change. We've been repeating the same cycle for 11 years now and this is the third time he's left me.
I saw him last night walking downtown holding hands with someone. It pinched me more than I feel like it should have
My life is so much better since he left. The terrible things about our relationship were many...it's so hard to let go of seeing that potential though.