Thank you both! Obladi you are correct these thoughts are normal. I am so very glad I did not act on them. I do need to feel them and decide. I will remember that ....*you decide* Yeah me for today.
Harriet the baked Ziti was filling.- cooking really takes my mind off my worries.
Bizarre I do not like to bake just cook-
Thank you both for checking in. I really had a close call. It actually feels good to accomplish the Dr's and get some spiritual medicine today.
Thank you