Hello everyone I am new here, I recently admitted my fiancé to rehab as he had his third car accident because of a Xanax addiction. First was cocaine, second was alcohol and now he’s taking Xanax.
but he was clean for 3 year but has never sought professional help.
My trust is broken and I acknowledge that I am very insecure and perhaps my ego wants to control this outcome but I keep getting nightmares that he is having an inappropriate relationship with another woman in rehab as I have read that this is a common thing because addicts become vulnerable and look for other thrills.
i am very scared that he is going to cheat on me because before I dropped him off he told me he is breaking up with me as I didn’t pack his sleeping pills?!
I am worried that he will cheat and just never tell me and that in a couple of months from now we will be in the same situation.
I know this might sound crazy but right now I feel crazy.
tomorrow I will see my therapist but I feel like I can only chill once I know he isn’t or won’t cheat.
please help me