Thank you August, yes, I have dug really deep to connect the dots. I am proud of myself that I did it with him. He is a tortured soul. I have seen him beyond the masks. I believe his soul has seen mine too. And that is where I find my peace. As something real WAS communicated, after all. Apart from that, We all are prisoners of our conditionings in a way. And we all suffer with our stories- one way or another. I myself am learning to let go of holding onto everyone else's tho, and in order to truly OWN up 100 percent to my own first. hope that makes sense.
Lots of love