Thanks for your comments everyone. I know I made the right choice but it still really sucks. Almost like drinking, if only because I'm trying to convince myself the situation isn't *really* that bad. Jeez.
Everyone's proud of me cuz I made the right choice but sometimes the right choice is stupid.
Anyway, another day today. I took tomorrow off as sort of a self care day. Gonna clean my apartment and sleep a lot. Then I'm going to a wrestling show, which I'm really excited for. Should be fun. I'm more or less waiting til next Monday when I can go talk to my therapist about all of this. Just gotta hang in there.
Still sober, and no big thoughts to drink really. So that's been a relief. Just sad and frustrated and restless, but I also went to boxing tonight and had a lot of angry punching energy. So it was a good class. Then I got a milkshake so all is right with the world for now.
