I’m 4.5 months in. The crazy cravings where it feels like my car is driving itself to the bar, or I wake up knowing that I’m gonna get drunk that day, and that I didn’t have a choice in the matter seem to be gone. But almost everyday I think about drinking. I romanize going on a wild weekend bender or sneaking a few afternoon beers. I have to “play the tape ahead” remember how I will feel on Monday. I also try so hard to think of the little things I can do now that I’m sober. Excercise, enjoy my coffee in the morning, eat candy without any guilt these things help to keep me sober.