Thanks Wholesome, for understanding. But no, I know the workings of my AV too well, if I make another BP, it will be used as a weapon against me. I prefer to start afresh, a line drawn in the sand, or rather, when I visualised it, a line drawn in wet concrete, that became permanent, and couldn’t be washed away.
I do however, remain concerned that GT suggested “simple binary choice of make a Big Plan or set the practice of AVRT aside until that plan is made”. I await clarification of this comment. Notwithstanding GTs advisory choice, (or was it mandatory?) I reserve my right to continue to successfully practice AVRT, without a Big Plan.