Good morning,
Thank you Kenton, Suze and all my friends here. I’ll get through this somehow. It’s really true that people show you who they are when times are the worst. My friend went away over a year ago, in a bizarre, highly dramatic fashion. That friendship was not good for me for years, it was abusive. I think I miss support that was never really there. Just old self esteem issues..I can do better. I am doing better. I have new, real friends now.
I always want to acknowledge what is going on with my mother, but then I grasp for ‘normal ‘. With friends: I want to hear what their kids and cats and gardens are doing, what the trip was like...how the recipe turned out. Small things. I think it’s healthy. I live this every day and all night and long for normal stuff. My mother wants to chat about other things too. She’s still living until she isn’t. I’m like that also.
Off to shower and work—see you later and thank you so much
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