Thanks for asking FDM.
I'm okay, I guess. Still grieving, but that is to be expected really. Grief is not something you go through and then done with it. It's something you live with and it changes with time.
I've not been taking the best care of myself and I don't think that has helped my mental outlook. I muddle through and hope things will improve.
But I need to do more than hope. I need to take a proactive role.
At least I'm still clean and sober.
Thanks again.