And the cycle continues again and again and so forth
I gave up 5 yrs ago done so well, went to government run meeting and stayed of for 14 months. I've been quite the stalker on here reading about people same as myself, well anyhoo, as title says I'm sick of this crap because that's what it is crap, my body is in pain. And I literally wretch when that drink goes down, but yet I force it in. I have a husband of 30 yrs who drinks maybe 5 beer a night. And is no help, mind you the lying has started from me again. Sorry for the long speel x