Briansy,
I'm sorry things fell apart. It's glad you're back to pick up the pieces. Remember those first days after stopping are always hard and often full of doubt and recrimination.
As far as medication goes, I say "couldn't hurt, and if it does, you can always try something different." Don't dismiss something that might help because you don't think you "need" it.
I take meds and they are helpful. Even if that's completely a placebo effect, I don't care.
Keep posting. It's better to talk about it than to isolate.
O