Nara
I know what you’re going thru. I just recently kicked out my AH and decided to tell my family what was going on in my life. Everyone kinda knew he drank a lot but no one knew just how bad it is. I find it extremely hard to talk about, I’m a very private person. So yes I dont have really any outside friends, only family. I also secluded ourselves for fear people would see the real him. Im finding the more I open up the better I feel, almost like it’s becoming realer (if that makes sense) like this has/is happening to me and I’m ready to own it.
I’m sorry your feeling alone but you are definitely not alone here! Your story just like everyone I read gives me some level of comfort just knowing I’m not alone in this great big thing we call life ☀️