Hi everyone. I was absent from my thread for awhile. Just dealing with life and actually had a little vacation for myself. I did speak with my husband and asked him point blank if he had suicidal thoughts or plans. He denied everything and denied being depressed. It really ended in another argument. And he hides his ipad now too. I did what I could for now. If I sense he is going back that direction again, I will try again to talk to him I guess. I told him he needed to see a therapist because i can see he is sad and i want him to be happier about life. But no matter what he says, I dont think he will get any help. As for me, I'm just busy with work and my life and trying to figure out the next step of this marriage.