Originally Posted by
Glenjo99 
It is something I need to look at too. It's another stick to beat myself with.
Oh I did not mean it that way at all. I more meant it to support you that this work is hard. This rest stuff for me has taken the longest to be with.
I meant in the season of the leaves dropping and the trees showing us how beautiful it is to let things go, this was part of my journey. Oddly harder than the "work."
I am so grateful I did it though. I still struggle to trust the universe and the flow of life, but I am at at peace that more effort and more worry will not fix it.