Originally Posted by
Tinkerbeau 
I was doing well got to 2 weeks then thought i can be normal, had 2 glasses of wine on Thursday and thought amazing i am normal this is great then friday, Saturday and today turned into one big blur and no im defo not normal. I hate myself i hate alcohol i just want to be normal
do you hate yourself because ya cant control drinking?
or?
it reads like yer definition of normal is to be able to drink a couple and walk away with no ill effects.
i know a lot of people i consider normal. they dont drink at all. they live their lives, have fun without thinking alcohol will make more fun, go out to for dinner without thinking alcohol will make the meal better, face the stresses in life when they pop up without thinking alcohol will help, relax at the end of the day without thinking alcohol will make it more relaxing....