Thank you Courage, ((Astro)) and everyone.
I forced myself to go to my shift at ARF and even though almost every thing broke down, 2 dryers and a dishwasher. So I did a lot of physical work, which is good for me, I just have to watch my back, I got to see some people I like and some animals. So at least I slept pretty well. That helps. This weekend is a bit tough, but I'll get through it.
Thank you all so much. I am touched by your sensitivity and kindness.
Peace and love to all of you. xxxooo