I will try to hold on to those thoughts. It is tough though.
I know some. I still have a lot to learn. I know I need healing for myself. I want the best for my daughter. We have only been tougether 6 years and the last 2 have been all about his addiction. In the bigger scheme of things It's not a long time. I'm only 29 and have my whole life ahead of me.
I am stronger than this! I know I am still going to have the "what if" in the back of my mind. I know a part of me is wanting him to realize what he has done and come crawling back. But it will be short term joy. I want long term! Long term peace. Love.
I'm just a ball of emotions right now as it is still so raw.