Thank you for asking. I am feeling OK. It's not easy to walk away from a relationship that you wished so badly could have worked out. I keep fantasizing that he will come back & fight for this... But even if he did I couldn't accept it. I'm glad that I am putting myself first but I don't want to become weak again and continue to let someone in that doesn't give me the love that I deserve.
I hope he learns someday how to truly love someone because he will never feel fulfilled. In a way I don't think addicts ever really feel fulfilled...