I was an extremely insecure clingy child.
My mom was only 18 years old. She had my two sisters and no money.
Her family always resented me.
Ive been getting into a fetal position since I was teenager. No drugs, no alcohol.
I just never felt good enough.
My surviving sister wont talk to me and has a happy family.
I was always just frightened.
I finally agreed to take medication. I never wanted to be a burden to anyone.