Haha. No I'm not. And 5 lbs on me is literally a clothing size so its doesn't take much.
I know I'm not fat. I also have a horrid relationship with food. And body image issues....so its a tough topic for me.
Believe me, I have brought this stuff up in rehab, because my drinking is tied to my self esteem issues and body image problems, and would get angrily shut down by other women because they think "ok you aren't fat so just shut the **** up".
I know its a tough thing. In a society where most people are huge now, being 10 lbs overweight is considered thin. I remember always being the fat kid. Always being put on diets when I was a child. Mom not letting me eat dinner if she felt I wasn't getting thin enough. Being teased relentlessly at school.
Argh. Yeah. I'll go away! Haha. Its hard to be understood....blah. Nevermind
