I was supposed to get back on today. I was doing a lot of research about GreySheeters, an offshoot of OA.
But then, my eldest daughter had an interview and wanted ice cream, my youngest wanted to go school shopping with a friend and that involved lunch and dinner, so the friend stayed late to swim and watch movies, and there was Mac and cheese and pizza.
So I did an omad, and I’m sort of sitting here conflicted about keeping omad or going back for more....it’s sort of a back and forth and back and forth in my head.
I was doing omad before Hawaii and I liked it, but then I was going to be keto and now I’m thinking of omad again.....cause if you know anything about omad, it = you can eat what you want which = sugar.
I don’t know how to do sobriety without sugar, it’s dark and difficult and it feels like hell, people.