way to go on day 6, Tatsy!
i hear you on having been very wrong. it is a very useful thing to know, to be open to seeing, acknowledging. i comes with the chance of being receptive to other possibilities.
as far as your list...do what you can, obviously, and how about making two lists, then: one for wish-list and one for more realistic assessment and intention of what to do today?
that way, there isn't that dissonance.
anyway, works for me, so maybe it might work for you, too.