Originally Posted by
Reneevc 
Can I ever be happy with him again? I feel like I know the answer but I push it out because it makes me feel guilty. I feel pretty happy being separate but will I be long term? Much to think about....
How can you actually know the answers to those questions at this point? The things that separated you two have not changed.
Feeling guilty is not a good reason to return to the relationship?
Maybe now is a time to just focus on yourself and what you want. The rest will unfold as it will, perhaps just wait and see.