Day 1 done
Thank you to everyone who posted and gave me encouragement. It's 9pm and about to go to bed without having had any alcohol today 😁 It was a busy day off and on so that helped. I gotta keep busy, always feel like I need to be being productive, usually the only time I can let myself relax is sitting down to have some drinks but anyways...I found myself stressing about a couple things I can't do anything about, including not knowing for sure where I am going to be working this fall. I did an interview two days ago and anxious about if I'm getting the job or not. Anyways, I drank lots of water, green tea, water with ACV, and a strawberry soda. I almost drove to the store to just buy two beers but it was raining, and by the time it stopped I had decided that would be stupid. I didn't feel as bad as I thought I would but I'm sure I'll have more stressful days coming up. I'm sick of disappointing myself and really want to follow through on getting myself in a better place mentally, physically, and spiritually.
Thanks again guys!!!! Much appreciated.