24 for me, please.
This is the most important thing I do, every day. I don’t ever want to forget that- ever! I’ve been having those thoughts that I don’t have a problem anymore. It’s frightening. That I want to be like ‘normal’ people and go to happy hours and barbecues and drink—it’s a lie. I want this out of my head- I know the truth. Back to basics for me. It’s tempting to escape..what is it that I really need? It sure isn’t alcohol but maybe just company and some kind of happiness. When we want to drink it means we need something else!
I feel better that I called the alcoholic voice out. It’s been bothering me.
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