Never say "no hope" that just tells yourself you have an excuse to feel sorry for yourself and drink.
As long as you are breathing there is hope...My sister died from addiction almost a year ago....So I continue to tell myself "I'm alive" and as long as I'm alive I have hope.
I hope you feel better soon...don't beat yourself up because this addiction is the hardest to beat in my opinion...Just never stop tyring.
Don't give up on yourself...