Originally Posted by
fml23 
The worst part about trying to heal is exactly that. Understanding how to forgive myself for believing in and loving a person who hurt me.
fml, I'm sorry my post came across that way and I am also sorry for hurting your feelings, that really wasn't my intent.
For what it's worth I don't think you should feel ashamed for your feelings at all, not one little bit.
My only reason for replying was my concern for you being hurt again.
I will bow out of this thread though and I really hope things start going better for you, with the lawsuit and everything. Take care.