Suze I have done that wack the elbow thing too. It does smart for sure.
I went to AA yesterday and shared my stupid mistake. It was hard to do but, like here the group gave me such great support. I wanted to cry---like I said no one gets it ! ! ! just us alkies----you guys get my stinking thinking and put my mind where it needs to go---I say this everytime---that this is it! ! ! NOOOO more and then I turn and do something I think I can handle. What the heck? I will never get better and it will never go away-----like you guys must think sometimes too----I just want to be like a normal person and drink responsible.
Poop ! ! ! that isn't going to happen so, don't even bark up that tree. Anyway---doing better and going to stay away from that poison...like you said It will kill me.
going to go shopping to the grocery store with hubby( who still drinks) and get out of the house for awhile.
Hugs to you guys----thanks again for standing beside me -----again ! ! ! !
Babs